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Emily doesn't feel she has a right to label herself as depressed, despite the persistently self-critical thoughts arising from childhood experiences of being left out of groups at school and a growing sense of being a 'black sheep' in her family... more >>
Not really knowing why you are feeling low is a frustrating, demoralising (and common) aspect of depression. It is easy to find yourself believing unhelpful, superstitious explanations, which in turn strengthen the hold of depression.
There is not usually a straightforward, single cause for why depression has affected any one person. Quite often it feels as if there is no good reason for it. But this does not mean that it has struck randomly.
Vulnerability to depression is usually the outcome of complex, uniquely interwoven factors specific to each person. The factors can be roughly sorted into three categories:
These factors combine to form a background of different levels of vulnerability to depression for each person.
Sometimes, a specific stressful experience, such as a bereavement or new challenge, then strains a person's coping resources so much that depression has a way in. In other cases, there is no obvious trigger and depression sneaks in quietly and reinforces itself without the person realising.
You can read about the real experiences of other students on this site. But what’s your story? Read more about each factor to help you think about what might have given depression a way in to your life.
What initially gave depression a foothold in your life may not be relevant to your life now. This is because once depression gets a foot in the door it works to reinforce a self-perpetuating depression habit spiral.
You don’t have to know why depression started in order to tackle it. But having a reasonable explanation helps to resist unhelpful, depression-inducing explanations. It can also help in deciding what strategies might be most effective for tackling depression and moving forward.
Working out your own depression story in detail is often easier with the help of a trained professional, like a counsellor. This case example using Anna's story shows the framework a counsellor might use to help someone work out their story and start to tackle depression.
